Because of his hurt, pain, and disappointment from chapters 4, 5, and 6
he realizes that chapters 7, 8, and 9 may have been written with a glitch
Still walking with protective body armor from chapters one and two...
....when those chapters are long gone and not even thinking about you.
He met a stranger that made him open his eyes and see
that each chapter happened uncoincidentally
Leave each withered character and failed fairy tail in the chapter it occurred
because letting it rob you of unwritten beauty is obscured
And so he tries to prevent it from happening again
which leads him to writers block and not letting new love, light, or experience in
He thinks that he is only protecting himself
when in actuality he is only disconnecting with himself
To feel love for what it is or was is a blessing.
Experiencing pain teaches you how to deal with the pouring rain.
And failure is nothing more than a muscle.....strengthening you and showing you alternative ways to hustle
Life is and always will be unpredictable at some point
But that doesn’t mean that what didn’t work out should hold you at gun point
It’s only a chapter not the completion of your story
The rest is still unwritten, so keep striving to write and take back your true glory